My hobbies include laying in bed in my underwear while I listen to music and hate myself
Im kind of beyond the point of hating myself anymore. The one thing i promised myself i wouldnt mess up on i somehow constantly am, and im to stupid to even figure out what im doing wrong so i can work on it. Im constantly hurting the ones i love and i dont even know how. I hate the way i am the way i handle things and pretty much everything about me so im sorry if you have had to deal with me
You are the smell before rain
You are the blood in my veins
Call me a safe bet, I’m betting I’m not
I’m glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes, you can forget..
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god, i love you. i love every goddamn ounce. i love your bones and your soul. but i’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh, god. not you.
For Lent I’m just giving up in general